Pillay's biography titled 'Forgive Me Amma', written by journalist Sundeep Misra, who tracked his career for over two decades, was released in 2007. “Amma, I have failed you, Amma. Three Olympics I have played and I couldn’t get a medal back… Amma, forgive me, I have failed”, says the blurb at the back. Pillay always talks about his deep regret at never having managed to win a medal at the Olympics, but believes that the current national team, whom he manages, can break a 36-year jinx. IN PICTURE: Dhanraj Pillay with Pakistani cricketing legend Wasim Akram (left) and Hind actor Suniel Shetty (right). (Photo | Nagesh Polai | Express Photo Service)