In Search of a Unique Gift, a Father Writes About His Son

Published: 12th March 2016 06:00 AM  |   Last Updated: 11th March 2016 10:39 PM   |  A+A-

A few days ago, while I was walking with my 12-year-old son, Subin, he said, “Baba, from the back, your head looks like the top of a cashew nut with bits of hair on the sides.”

“Should I wear a wig?” I asked.

“No, it’s fine,” he said.

This talented boy has an interesting take on the world. And a big heart. One of my unforgettable memories of him was when his mother was unwell and lying in bed. She wanted to eat something. Subin, who was in Class 4, went to the kitchen, broke an egg, poured the yolk into a bowl, added salt, and stirred it. He pulled up a chair, lit the gas stove, placed a container and made her an omelette.

So, sometime ago, when his First Holy Communion ceremony was going to take place, I wracked my brain on what unique gift to give to him. Then the idea struck me: why not write an article about my son. After all, as a journalist, I write about all sorts of interesting people, from Edmund Hilary at a hotel in Darjeeling to a beggar outside St Mahim’s church, Mumbai, who turned out to be a Malayali.

So here is the gift of thoughts and reflections: “When Subin was small he would look at the sweets in a glass bottle on our dining room table (in Kochi),” says Rani Vadakel, Subin’s grand aunt. “He would never take it without permission. To get it, Subin would knock on the table, and get our attention. When we gave it, he would take not only for himself but for (his sister) Sneha also.”

Classmate Aaron Joseph Pramod says Subin is a good boy. “He reads a lot,” says Pramod. “Among our friends, Subin is the smallest. Sony, who is taller than Subin, carries him around. Subin does not like it much and says, ‘Put me down’.  When the class teacher is there, he is very quiet. But when we have a free period, he talks a lot.”

Says Molly Isaac, maternal grandmother: “Sometimes, Subin will ask me whether I miss my husband (who died in 2003). Compared to other children, he has the ability to understand people better than most. This is a gift from God. If I tell him I am going to the shop, he will immediately say, ‘Grandma, don’t go alone. I will come’.”

To cousin Aneesha Jose, Subin is an extremely fun-loving and jovial person who knows how to tickle the funny bone of even the most serious person. “He has the greatest dance moves and can remember the lyrics of a hundred songs,” she says. “He can lighten the mood in any situation. Everyone loves being around him. Even though his size may be small, he has the biggest heart.”

As for Subin’s mother, Sini, she remembers getting a letter from him one day. On the cover, was written, ‘A Sorry and a Thank You note’. Inside, he had written:

Thank you 1) For ironing our clothes, 2) For washing the dishes 3) For praying for us, 4) For sweeping the house, 5) Loving and taking care of us.

Sorry for: Not helping you, hurting you, not doing things on time.

This exercise was an eye-opener. At the end of it, I realised that, like all parents, I hardly knew my son, even though he is living right next to me. So, what is the possibility that I will know anything when Subin grows up and moves away? This also proved, once again, that the immortal words of Kahlil Gibran in The Prophet are absolutely true:

 ‘Your children are not your children.

They are the sons and daughters of Life’s longing for itself.

They come through you but not from you,And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.’

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