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Complete Possession of Anything Brings Boredom

We want to be free from boredom, but this freedom cannot be acquired beceause if or when we do acquire it, we will soon get bored with it. Acquisition, good or bad, dulls the mind and ends up being a burden

Published: 08th December 2015 06:19 AM  |   Last Updated: 08th December 2015 06:19 AM   |  A+A-

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It had stopped raining; the roads were clean, and the dust was washed from the trees. The earth was refreshed, and the frogs were loud in the pond; they were big, and their throats were swollen with pleasure. The grass sparkled with tiny drops of water, and there was peace in the land after the heavy downpour. Some boys were playing in the little stream of rainwater by the roadside. They were having the time of their life, and how happy they were! 

How necessary it is for the mind to purge itself of all thought, to be constantly empty, not made empty, but simply empty; to die to all thought, to all yesterday’s memories, and to the coming hour! It is simple to die, and it is hard to continue; for continuity is effort to be or not to be. Effort is desire, and desire can die only when the mind ceases to acquire.

How simple it is just to live! But it is not stagnation. There is great happiness in not wanting, in not being something, in not going somewhere. When the mind purges itself of all thought, only then is there the silence of creation. The mind is not tranquil as long as it is travelling in order to arrive. For the mind, to arrive is to succeed, and success is ever the same, whether at the beginning or at the end. There is no purgation of the mind if it is weaving the pattern of its own becoming.

She said she had always been active in one way or another, either with her children, or in social affairs, or in sports; but behind this activity there was always boredom, pressing and constant.

She was bored with the routine of life, with pleasure, pain, flattery, and everything else. What do you mean by boredom? Do you mean dissatisfaction? Is it that nothing has given you complete satisfaction? ‘It isn’t quite that. I am as dissatisfied as any normal person, but I have been able to reconcile myself to the inevitable dissatisfactions.’

Is there any deep interest in your life? ‘Not especially. If I had a deep interest I would never be bored. I am naturally an enthusiastic person, I assure you, and if I had an interest, I wouldn’t easily let it go. I have had many intermittent interests, but they have all led in the end to this cloud of boredom.’ Is not interest a process of acquisitiveness? There is sustained interest as long as you are acquiring; acquisition is interest, is it not? You have tried to gain satisfaction from everything you have come in contact with; and when you have thoroughly used it, you naturally get bored with it. Every acquisition is a form of boredom, weariness.

We want a change of toys; as soon as we lose interest in one, we turn to another, and there is always a new toy to turn to. We turn to something in order to acquire; there is acquisition in pleasure, knowledge, fame, power, efficiency, in having a family, and so on. When there is nothing further to acquire in one religion, in one saviour, we lose interest and turn to another. This acquisitive movement is called expansion of thought, progress.

You want to be free of boredom. Freedom cannot be acquired. If you acquire it, you will soon be bored with it. Does not acquisition dull the mind? Acquisition, positive or negative, is a burden.

As soon as you acquire you lose interest. In trying to possess, you are alert, interested; but possession is boredom. You may want to possess more, but the pursuit of more is only a movement towards boredom.

‘But how is one to be free from acquiring without further acquisition?’ Only by allowing the truth of the whole process of acquisition to be experienced, and not by trying to be non-acquisitive, detached.

To be non-acquisitive is another form of acquisition which soon becomes wearisome.

The difficulty, if one may use that word, lies, not in the verbal understanding of what has been said, but in experiencing the false as the false. To see the truth in the false is the beginning of wisdom. The difficulty is for the mind to be still; for the mind is always worried, it is always after things, acquiring or denying, searching and finding.

The past, overshadowing the present, makes its own future. It is a movement in time, and there is hardly ever an interval between thoughts.

If a pencil is sharpened all the time, soon there will be nothing left of it; similarly, the mind that uses itself constantly is exhausted. The mind is always afraid of coming to an end. But living is ending from day to day; it is the dying to all acquisition, to memories, to experiences, to the past.

The purgation of the mind is living, is creation. Beauty is in experiencing, not in experience; for experience is ever of the past, and the past is not the experiencing, it is not the living. The purgation of the mind is tranquility of heart.

— Excerpts from Commentaries on living Vol 2 by J Krishnamurti

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