'Still in ruins': Turkey mourns first earthquake anniversary that left tens of thousands dead
ANTAKYA: Ravaged by grief, bearing torches, and holding up portraits of their lost families, thousands of earthquake survivors gathered in the pre-dawn hours on Tuesday for the first anniversary of Turkey's worst disaster of modern times.
At 4:17 am, the moment the first 7.8-magnitude earthquake set off a calamity that claimed more than 53,000 lives in Turkey and nearly 6,000 in Syria, the mourners gathered in the ruins of Antakya, an ancient city transformed into a deserted wasteland.
The night before, many of them had listened in tears to the local symphony orchestra play a memorial concert in a central square, surrounded by vast empty spaces where bustling neighbourhoods once stood.
Last year's February 6 disaster flattened swathes of cities across 11 southeastern Turkish provinces and parts of Syria, becoming the earthquake-prone region's worst catastrophe in centuries.
It displaced millions and forced hundreds of thousands to move into container camps, where they have spent the past year haunted by the past.
The trauma and bouts of rage spilled over when people briefly scuffled with the police, who tried to stop one Antakya procession with barrier fences, according to AFP reporters at the scene.
But the overall mood was much the same as it was when disaster first struck—overwhelming grief and lingering disbelief.
The survivors embraced, placing candles where their loved ones were crushed to death in their sleep.
"It doesn't feel like it was a year ago. For me, it feels like it was yesterday," said Eda Boz, 44, who was forced to move to the capital Ankara and returned to Antakya for the commemorations.
"My childhood friends and classmates lived in this building," Boz said. "We all knew each other."
'Millions of neighbours gone'
Gulhan Baklavaci, a 58-year-old whose eyes welled with tears as she inspected the remains of her old neighbourhood, said the scale of the disaster and people's grief was difficult to quantify.
"In the past, someone would die, and we would mourn them for years," Baklavaci said.
"Now, millions of our neighbours are gone," she said, referring to the people who have been displaced.
Around the same time, a similar gathering was taking place further to the northeast, in the city of Kahramanmaras, a provincial capital lying just 50 kilometres (30 miles) from the epicentre of the first big quake.
The initial quake lasted 65 seconds, followed by thousands of aftershocks, including a particularly frightening 7.5-magnitude one later that first fateful day.
A social media message urging people to attend the Kahramanmaras event called them "65 seconds, which were worth an eternity."
Turkish President Recep Tayyip Erdogan, who was expected in Kahramanmaras later on Tuesday, posted a social media message around 4:17 am, saying the tragedy "continues to burn our hearts as fresh as the first day."
Erdogan survived initial criticism about rescuers being slow to respond to the gravest emergency of his two-decade rule, winning re-election less than four months after the quake.
'No hope for future'
Erdogan has been pledging to rebuild the region and urging national unity, a message he repeated on Tuesday.
"Such great disasters and great sufferings are also turning points in which the strength of the unity, solidarity, and brotherhood of nations is tested," Erdogan said in his social media post.
"Thank God, our nation has successfully passed this painful and historical test," he said, adding that his government would not rest "until we build and revitalise our cities and bring the last citizen whose house was destroyed or ruined to a safe home."
But lingering resentment at both Erdogan's conservative government and opposition politicians who oversee more liberal cities, such as Antakya, runs deep.
Health Minister Fahrettin Koca was booed loudly by the Antakya crowd as he prepared to speak at one pre-dawn event.
And a large and angry crowd gathered around Antakya's opposition mayor, Lutfu Savas, when he made a brief appearance.
"Lutfu, resign!" they chanted, while security guards tried to keep a safe cordon around the mayor.
"A year has passed and the city is still in ruins," said Esat Gul, 19, who, like others, is furious at officials for awarding building permits for buildings that toppled like houses of cards in the quake.
"I no longer have much hope for the future," the student said.